passed + gone

this week was dad's birthday... n if he's here, we would haf celebrated.

many things have come and gone and dad's b'day was one of it.

today, i made someone cry. guess i'm really mean. makes me wonder who i've turned into... a cold blooded person that does not care about ppl's feelings anymore?

is it becos i have no one to turn to (other that God whom is building my faith) when i needed to that i've built a wall around myself again?

missed talking to you daddy...

guess can only talk to big daddy up there now. after all tat's wat i've been doin all this while.

hidden...

went home begining of the week. mixed feelings all over again. not about work.. but about wat is gonna happen in days to come.

H A P P I

guess time flies whn we are happy. . so yeah... nowadays i guess i'm so contented that i'm like this. hmmm.. . . i feel so blessed to be surrounded by so many great ppl whn i'm goin thru the downs in life and aso God who never let go of my hand even whn i wanted to shake Him off.. thanks for sticking with me. ^_^

~If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So whether we live or we die, we belong to the Lord.~

Rom 14:8

new start...

din really dread getting out of bed today. it's a nice feeling. no rush, no alarm, wonder how long can this last. . . mom's in town and life goes on as usual. will be taking a break for dunno how long. a burden is lifted, the light on my steps is still only for the one i'm on but at least now i know it's according to HIS plan and not mine anymore. is a great relief knowing who's in control.

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,

"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jer 29:11