Day 2 of misery

i'm into the 26 weeks of pregnancy.... Praise God from whom all blessings flow. The 1st trimester is not easy. 2nd trimester is ending soon and will start on the 3rd trimester. Haf gotten some stuff for baby... Her name will be Loh Qi-en... Am thinking of naming her Hope. Yet to be confirm.
Yesterday I started cleaning out the study for her nursery... And we'll twts whr the bombshell started. The money/financial issue came out and well... I mentioned my worries and hubby is not too happy... He scream n shouted and tempers were kinda out of controlled... And today he even decided to skip church so it's kinda severe... So yups I went to sib and the worship n message is good. Presence of God is strong... Hopefully will get to attend next week as well... Spiritually am kinda down lately.. And dry... Am praying there will be a day whn both of us (HoPe) can serve in a church that will be able to grow us spiritually... This current church we are attending I find it kinda dry but guess I'll need to follow and submit. May God show us His ways and may we seek Him in all that we do. I'm seriously lost and of no control of the situation... Only God can make the impossible - possible and He is the God of miracles.... May His name be glorified...