d o o r s

it's really weird how God works. really unfathomnable and amazing. was kinda asking Him abt the next step to take as kinda lost & no sound from Him for quite some time.. n thn over the wkn He showed me tat my patience is part of a lesson. n yes, it's still continuing BUT at least Daddy is working according to His timing n not ours. so yups.. will hafta keep on learning n having faith in every step of the way.
was told to go for an interview over the wkn so it's a sign tat's wat i should be doin instead of moping around but God being Himself, gave me 2 choices.. tat's where me being me, started to be lost again. so yeah, i told Him i can't decide n He closed 1 door just like tat. isn't He awesome?? tat's y i love Him so much..

thanks God for being a great DADDY!!!

btw, i still love my daddy too... ^_^

convalesce

mood wasn't too good today tat's why i took the courage to go and meet an old fren. guess it's time to start planning wat i really wanna do. just tat i'm not really prepared for it. dun haf the strenght and the courage to go on. weird eh? needed someone to gif me the push. hope that he'll be able to help me stand n walk on in this journey. mabbe by this month he'll be able to treat my wounds [physically + mentally] and then by next mth the bandages can be removed and i'll feel better. . know tat it's not the best way to

BUT

guess sumwhere, sumhow big Daddy up there is working whn i'm resting. just tat i dunno wat is is plan -like wat i read (His unfathomnable will, guided by His unsearchable mind)

God is great..

O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out!

~Rom 11:33~