updates for 2026

 Time flies. it's already 30th June 2026. Half a year is gone.  next year i'll be 50 yrs. Mom was down last wkn to celebrate aunty suan phaiks 80 yrs old birthday. can see mom is getting old. when we were haveing the night prayer with the kids, she' took out her dentures and tats when her age really showed. need to mend the relationship with her. Wondering whats God's plans for us.  

There's so much to talk about since the last time i wrote -  yet dun feel like remembering the unhappy days.  

God is good and it is HIM who sustains us. He's still teaching me about trust and leaning on Him for strength for it is SO REAL that we can't do anythg on our own. Still remember why i started this blog - its to help me release the bottled up feelings somewhere - so that i 'll be able to move and breath. 

I am really blessed to have a loving hubby and 2 wonderful kids - even tho there are times when life is so tired and frustrating, but knowing they are there is what matters. will need to keep on living and giving them the best there is. God gave us so much... thats the least we can do - to share His blessings with our family + friends. 

Fathers Day Celebration in church

Went to celebrate Hope's 10 year old birthday 

I have been watching a lot of C-dramas lately.. hahah.. kena brainwashed. there are days whn i really missed dad & grammie... missed being pampered.. missed being the little girl. Bro Jo is with a new family now.. He's not young too. Everybody is ageing - sis Mary is not too good health wise - so she can't really travel to Malaysia anymore.

~With aunty mama + family~

On my christian walk, i'm serving in SIBKL's children ministry.. am glad both the kids are serving there as well. Pray they will grow up to love God and have a personal encounter with Him. May they grow up knowing & loving Him dearly.  We are attending a family cell, and Mike is quite involved. We are  cores in the cell, and with the "huge" attendance (including the kiddos) most probably will need to multiply soon. my prayer fro mike to attend SIB has been answered. at least now we can go to the same church + cell and able to serve together. God truly answer prayers - it's just a matter of time. According to His timing and not ours.   We are truly living in  God's grace each day as He grants us healthy bodies, bodies, nutritious food and safe shelter to stay. 

With this, I should be grateful and not complaint. 

Lord, please help me to understand your heartbeat and not be selfish for truly You will sustain us each day and whatever circumstances that we face, You will carry us through.