one month... so many things happened. started my job, housemate moved out, caused mom to cry over n over.
finally got a KL job - taking the train to work & back. it's a different n new working life from wat i've experienced thus far. getting up early, public transport, buying breakfast on the way to work, dreading the rain (cos no umbrella). the experience of the people packed train, squeezing the way in. standing for more thn an hour each day.
housemate finally got her own place - now got a room for my bro to shift in. one less person in the house (for the time being). nobody knows wat the future brings. only can trust in God. super tired to thk about wat will happen as till now, the things happening are not really wat was expected... He's really full of surprises
mom - my biggest issue... learning to adapt, to communicate, to talk, to sit together, eat together, sleep together. seriously trying very hard to visualize the days whn we will live together. can we or can we not? time n time again, in order to get the message across, have caused her to cry, whn thn can i talk?? guess i can only accept, agree, obey n execute. till i find a way... this is the life with mom around.
seriously dunno wat is in store for me. just living each day as it is... not daring to expect or demand. lost once again.
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