the months just kinda flew past. . . so many happenings, ups + downs, happiness + sadness, anticipation + avoidance, faith + doubt, trust + disbelief. . . . . the buckets of tears i've cried made me feel like a kid once more. dunno y there's this feeling of seeking daddy. miss his soft, patient voice and advice giving these days. mabbe there's a lot of changes happening that i felt so lost and helpless without him. know tat Big Daddy is looking after me but still . . . .
HE's really faithful n i'm the one doubting His presence in my life. time & time again He tries to disturb so that i'll notice Him - really made me feel bad that i put Him aside in my life.
emotionally unstable eventho upfront i'll all cool n steady. behind closed doors, it's just another broken life saved by HIS blood.
time of reflection and meditation on HIS promises thru His word. really blessed to be a blessing. may i not fail Him for wat He has given. May i continue to wait upon Him as the day of returning home draws closer each day.
"trusting as the moments fly,
trusting as the days go by,
trusting Him wateva befall,
Trusting Jesus that is all"
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