the past...

do not forget the past, for it shapes the future....

today started out so-so... thot it's finally friday and another 4 weeks to go. well, UNLESS i can be irresponsible and not taking ownership of my work, i can't be comfortable just leaving things the way they are. no matter what i still need to complete and finish wateva that has been entrusted to me. guess that's all about life..

in memory of pongo.. till today, i missed you...

was thking on the way back, wat happened on the day whn pongo served his last. the song that was playing, (the CD was perished with the cd player on that memorable day)

into your hands i commit again,

with all i am, for you Lord...

Jesus i believe in YOu,

Jesus I belong to you....

wat was i thking when i came out of the car?? i was in one piece. no broken bones, i can walk. 1' more i'll be in the wheelchair for the rest of my life, 1' less, mabbe i shud haf left my will ( if there's any) His calculations are just so accurate. it's a wonder.. and wat was i singin in my heart whn i was standing next to pongo?

thank you Jesus, for your love to me...

thank you Jesus, for your grace so free...

n wat am i worried about??

die lor... can i still serve in atone? cos i just sign up... hmmm.. now tat i look back, wat was BIG daddy trying to tell me?

30 yrs of fooling around, it's time you reflect on what you are here for.. your purpose in life.

DADDY, i'm sorry i've failed you today.. i was really down in the dumps. please forgive me..